One... ...thing at a time.  ¶ 5:27 PM 0 comments

  Believe.. ..in myself.  ¶ 11:57 PM 0 comments

  Be... ...strong.  ¶ 7:25 AM 0 comments

  Santa Claus... ... I would like a piece of happiness.  ¶ 11:33 PM 0 comments

  Why.. ...do people cry? Hormonal imbalance? Driven by emotions? Eating too much? Envy? Depression? Homesickness? Having lost something? Someone? Not wanting to grow up? Guilt?

Liar Liar is a great film. But not exactly a tearjerker. Of all films. But then again, I've always been emotionally drawn to films about parent-child relationships. Innocence vis a vis adulthood.

I love you pa. And I'm so sorry. I'm going to buck up.  ¶ 8:17 PM 0 comments

  Never let.. ... what you cannot do interfere with what you can do.  ¶ 3:15 AM 0 comments

  Why.. ...am I so horribly awkward and shy? I am so afraid of putting myself out there. I am so afraid of being blown off. I am shutting myself in. I really try to be more caring. I really do. I'm so fucked up, I'm 22, I should be doing sth with my life. I should get involved in some good cause or some shit. AIDS, global warming. Anything man. Instead I'm worrying about me, me, me, me. Fuck man. I'm a fucking loser. I have no clue about what I wanna do in the future. I fucking procrastinate. I have no discipline. I let down my parents. I let down everybody. I can only fucking memorize. I don't want to be depressed. I really don't. And I am fighting it. I AM fighting. FUCK, why the hell am I still grappling with this shit when I'm 22???? I'm 22. Fuck. How the fuck can anyone love me if I don't love myself? FUCK.  ¶ 3:08 AM 0 comments

  Be... ...strong.  ¶ 10:11 AM 0 comments

  Hm.

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

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  Help.. ...i'm fucked up.  ¶ 1:00 AM 0 comments

  I want.. ... a pet.

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  I think I am... ...antisocial. I don't want to be, but I just am. Fuck.  ¶ 12:12 AM 0 comments

  Per.. ..severe.  ¶ 4:13 PM 0 comments

  Haha. Pink: This color embodies the gentler qualities of Red, symbolizing love and affection without passion. Women who prefer Pink tend to be maternal. Pink desires protection, special treatment and a sheltered life. Pink people require affection and like to feel loved and secure, perhaps wanting to appear delicate and fragile. Pink people tend to be charming and gentle, if a trifle indefinite.  ¶ 4:20 PM 0 comments

  Another.. ..lonely day.  ¶ 10:30 AM 0 comments

  People... ...always say be yourself. If I'm being myself, I'm shy and insecure.  ¶ 12:50 AM 0 comments